Procrastination

Hey guys.
I've been struggling to keep up with the challenge, and I thought I'd expand on the why.

It's really easy, as I'm sure you all know too well, to say 'I've got loads of time, I'll do it later.' Then plans change, or later becomes too late, and suddenly you've missed the deadline.

I'm only letting myself down, right? The world won't spontaneously combust if my blog doesn't go live. 

It's such a terrible mindset to get into, because maybe someone was patiently refreshing, hoping for a bit of inspiration that never came. Maybe I'm helping one stranger, one post at a time and they've seen me, like everyone else in their life, as unreliable. Maybe nobody is reading this, and I'm just mindlessly filling up the void of internet space with my ramblings; but I made a promise to myself I was going to do a daily blog and I've broken that promise.

I am Queen of procrastination, of 'just 5 more minutes, and I need to change that if I'm ever going to be able to have anything in my life with meaning.

'If my life is for rent, and I don't learn to buy; I deserve nothing more than I get, as nothing I have is truly mine' - Dido

Great song.. powerful meaning.