Today, I think I'm all 'happied' out.
I'm exhausted, but for once not mentally but physically. I've gone from barely leaving my bedroom to 3 or 4 days of full-on socialising. I'm struggling to keep my eyes open and it's not even dinner time yet! 😴
I'm in a good place, I have no regrets, and I think if I rest up this evening (sorry gym, I'll see you again soon I promise) I'll be prepared for what the rest of the week has to offer me. It didn't help I was in and out of consciousness all night because: I was hot, cold, thirsty, needed the toilet, kept thinking of weird things, back hurt, neck ached, arm went numb.. you name it, it annoyed me.
I don't cope well on limited sleep, nor am I good at adjusting. I always go from zero to full-on and it never ends well; just glad I didn't add crazy drunken nights to the equation or my mood would probably be suffering too.
I've allowed myself a little browse on the net for fairy queen inspiration today; yep, 3 month countdown to my birthday... (88 days) and I never do anything fun so I've decided I'm not getting any younger and to just be completely silly this year. Glitter, face gems.. let's get fabulous! Will be sporadically ordering things in the upcoming weeks.. fun! Other than that, and a pointless trip to the doctors earlier, I've really limited myself on doing anything. I needed a restorative day, maybe two depending on how well I sleep tonight and how I wake up.
For now, it's time to accept how tired I am, get into my pyjamas, crawl under the duvet and pop some relaxing music on.
Sleep is calling...🛌💤
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